Yahweh Rophe: the God Who Heals

“And wherever He came, in villages, cities, or countryside, they laid the sick in the marketplaces and implored Him that they might touch even the fringe of His garment. And as many as touched it were made well.” Mark 6:56

If healing comes from just a touch of the edge of His garment, how much more fulfilling and satisfying would be an embrace!

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Rest, Prayer, and Provision

“And He called the twelve and began to send them out two by two, and gave them authority over the unclean spirits…So they went out and proclaimed that people should repent. And they cast out many demons and anointed with oil many who were sick and healed them…

The apostles returned to Jesus and told Him all they had done and taught. And He said to them, ‘Come away by yourselves to a desolate place and rest a while.’ For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a desolate place by themselves. Now many saw them going and recognized them, and they ran there on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. When He went ashore He saw a great crowd, and He had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. And He began to teach them many things.

And when it grew late, His disciples came to Him and said, ‘This is a desolate place, and the hour is now late. Send them away to go into the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat.’ But He answered them, ‘You give them something to eat.’ And they said to Him, ‘Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give it to them to eat?’ And He said to them, ‘How many loaves do you have? Go and see.’ And when they had found out, they said, ‘Five, and two fish.’

Then He commanded them all to sit down in groups on the green grass. So they sat down in groups, by hundreds and by fifties. And taking the five loaves and the two fish He looked up to heaven and said a blessing and broke the loaves and gave them to the disciples to set before the people. And He divided the two fish among them all. And they all ate and were satisfied. And they took up twelve baskets full of broken pieces and of the fish. And those who ate the loaves were five thousand men.

Immediately He made His disciples get into the boat and go before Him to the other side, to Bethsaida, while He dismissed the crowd. And after He had taken leave of them, He went up on the mountain to pray…And they were utterly astounded, for they did not understand about the loaves, but their hearts were hardened.”
~Mark 6:7-52

I can understand why the disciples were so confused about the feeding of the five thousand. Jesus had just told the disciples to come away to a desolate place and rest because things had been so crazy that they hadn’t even had time to eat. They had been ministering, healing, and spreading the news to repent, and they needed rest from their work.

But then when a crowd gathered, Jesus had compassion on them and taught them. The disciples must have been growing impatient, wanting to get away from all the people to find rest. Jesus had shown them that rest was important. When it got late, the disciples were still focused on getting time to rest. They thought now that Jesus had taught these people, they should be sent away to buy something for themselves to eat.

But Jesus wanted to provide for them with a miracle and teach them an important lesson. He is the one who will satisfy us–spiritually AND physically. Verse 42 says, “And they all ate and were satisfied.” Jesus taught a lesson with His every word and action. Feeding the large crowd here recalls the miraculous provision of manna in the wilderness (this large crowd was in a desolate place too). The Israelites had to rely on God to provide their food each day; in the same way, we need to rely on God to provide for our every need. Through this miracle, Jesus wanted the people to understand that He was their Provider.

But having time alone to rest and pray was still important. After teaching this lesson, He “immediately” made his disciples get into the boat. Then He went up on the mountain to pray. Through example, Jesus shows us the importance of rest and prayer in our work and ministry.

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Jehovah Jireh: The God Who Provides

“And my God will supply every need of yours according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” ~Philippians 4:19

This truth of Scripture has become more real to me in the past couple of weeks. It is so natural for us as sinful humans to constantly focus on the areas of our lives where God is not working. But when we look instead for the ways in which He is blessing us, we will be wholeheartedly encouraged. Recently I have been noticing how unstable life can be; things are constantly changing. And how can you rest secure in anything that changes? Even relationships change over time, and this can be extremely painful.

“Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.” ~James 1:17

What a comfort it is, in the midst of a changing world, to trust in a God who never changes! And what a joy it is to trust in a God who blesses us abundantly with good and perfect gifts! I am learning that Jehovah Jireh, my Provider, knows my every need and will supply me with blessings and encouragement exactly in the way I need it. As my needs change from day to day and year to year, the Lord supplies my needs differently.

When He changes friendships, it is for His good purpose and for His glory. I have been struggling with this concept for a while. The things that He does in my life do not always seem “good.” I have wondered how the changes in my life can be good when it feels so painful. But the Lord is always faithful to bring my struggles to a place of peace.

What a comfort it has been to rest in the knowledge that He know my every need—physically, emotionally, spiritually—and that He will satisfy my needs according to His good purpose. Even though I still struggle, I am overwhelmed by the blessings that the Lord pours into my heart. Each day brings new blessings in new ways and meets my needs in a way I would not have considered possible. Reliance on Jehovah Jireh to provide has greatly increased my joy in receiving what He has to give me.

“Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to His power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen.” ~Ephesians 3:20-21

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El Shaddai

“Behold, God is my helper; the Lord is the sustainer of my soul.” ~Psalm 54:4

El Shaddai, the all-sufficient God, satisfies us in every way. He is the upholder of our lives, the sustainer of our souls.

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Take it to the Lord in prayer

“Do not be anxious about anything, by in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” ~Philippians 4:6-7

What a Friend We Have in Jesus
Joseph M. Scriven & Charles C. Converse

What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer!

O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer!

Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness,
Take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden,
Cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge–
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer.
In His arms He’ll take and shield thee,
Thou wilt find a solace there.

My “New Year’s Resolution” is focused on these words. I feel like God is trying to teach me total dependence on Him. He is the source of true joy, satisfaction, and encouragement. So often I run to friends and family in times of need…before I run to my Savior–the Almighty God, my refuge and strength. My goal is to run to Him first, to surrender everything to Him, for He is the One who is able to give me all that I need. He is a faithful God who longs to be my King.

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Learning and Growing

After three overwhelming and discouraging weeks, I walked into my classroom with confidence yesterday. I went on a college retreat this past weekend, which was such a refreshing break from my worries and fears of teaching, and I came home with a different perspective on life. Larissa, one of the leaders, told me that she was often scared to go to school her first year of teaching. That was encouraging to hear because I was starting to think it was because I was teaching middle school instead of elementary. I talked to Rob, the youth pastor, about FCS (Fellowship of Christian Students, a group that meets at my school every Thursday morning–Rob comes and teaches from the Bible) and what else I can do to share Christ with my students. He encouraged me to pray for opportunities to share Christ with my students. He said that if students ask me questions I can answer as thoroughly or simply as I want to. The whole weekend was on the providence of God, and it helped me realize that God has placed me at North Valley Middle School for a reason. My purpose there is not simply to teach; it is to be an example for my students and to share Christ with them as the Lord gives me opportunities.

I have learned that the students really benefit from knowing why they are doing an activity. Yesterday I started class by asking them to tell me the purpose of reading mystery stories like Edgar Allan Poe and Sir Arthur Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes. For one thing, they are fun, but the students also realized that they are good examples of mystery literature that include the main elements of a mystery story. After Thanksgiving the students will each be writing their own mystery stories and will engage in a step-by-step process of planning, revising, and writing their stories. Reading and analyzing these mysteries will help prepare them for their own writing.

I surprised myself yesterday by turning a student’s negative comment around. We were discussing Edgar Allan Poe’s “Murders in the Rue Morgue,” and one student said, “I thought this story was SO boring!” I said, “What makes you say that?” She said, “Well, he just went on and on and ON when he could have just told the solution.” Addressing the entire class, I said, “Why do you think Poe wrote this way? What was his purpose for explaining detective Dupin’s thought process in detail?” This got the students to think about the importance of the thought process in this mystery and what it tells us about the character of the detective.

I am having my 7th graders read the same story, but we are reading it together in class so that I can help them with understanding since it is a difficult text. I found a sound recording of the story, which helped a lot because on their own the students stumbled over so many of the big words. By listening to the entertaining, thick British-accented voice read the story, the students are able to follow along and gather the main idea of the story much easier. Plus they really enjoy the authenticity of the British accent. :)

I enjoyed all my classes today, especially my 8th graders, which is ironic because over the past couple of weeks I have been most intimidated and most afraid of my 8th graders. After discussing our second mystery story, I handed out a Sherlock Holmes mystery–“The Red-Headed League”–for them to read by Thursday. I explained the typical flow of a Sherlock Holmes mystery:

– The story begins with Sherlock Holmes and his sidekick Dr. Watson, who is documenting the adventure. Someone comes to Sherlock Holmes with a mystery that needs to be solved.
– Dr. Watson then records every move of Sherlock Holmes in detail, though he is often confused by Holmes’ actions. As the detective traces the mystery, his actions often seem irrelevant and strange.
– These strange actions obviously have meaning to Sherlock Holmes, and he amazingly announces the culprit and solves the mystery.
– Dr. Watson, however, is still confused. The story concludes with a detailed explanation from Sherlock Holmes, where he explains the steps he took in solving the mystery.

I passed out the mystery to my students and told them that the last page of the story–the detailed explanation of how Sherlock Holmes solved the mystery–was not included. I explained to them that we would read the explanation on Thursday in class, but I wanted to give them a chance to try to figure it out on their own. I told them to highlight or underline all of Sherlock Holmes’ strange behaviors throughout the story as they read and to really think about why he does the things he does in tracing clues to the mystery. My students were so excited about this task! I gave them the last ten minutes to begin since we finished early today, and it was dead silent in the room! They were all eagerly delving into the mystery, and it made me so happy to see them underlining and highlighting things as they read. :)

My 7th graders came in excitedly today. They had loved listening to the British reading of Edgar Allan Poe yesterday and were eagerly telling a student who had been absent yesterday about it. I was amazed at their participation when I asked them to fill him in on what happened yesterday in the mystery–they were all interrupting each other and adding in details from the story. Oh, the things that bring joy to a teacher’s heart!

The warm-up today was really fun, as well. I first reviewed “red herrings” with the students (a person or thing brought into the plot to confuse and distract the detective and reader). I then explained the origin of the term “red herring.” During fox hunting contests, dried, smoked herrings (fish that were red in color) were dragged across the path of the fox to distract the hound dogs from the trail.

I showed the students the following statement: “The police shot at him as he made his getaway, but he never even slowed down. They didn’t bother pursuing him. Why not?” The answer is that the police were using a radar gun to check the speed of this driver, who was going on vacation. Since he wasn’t speeding, the police did not pursue him. The students had to ask me yes or no questions about the situation to come to this conclusion. Because of the vagueness of the statement, it took them a while to get on the right track of what the situation actually was. They LOVED it, and begged me to do another one. “Another day,” I said. :)

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Let Me carry your burden

When I asked the LORD to give me
some of the burden to bear,
I did not expect it to be
so very heavy.

Weighed down and weary,
I stumbled along,
trying desperately to see
the end of the road.

Discouraged, I cried out
for others to help me.
So weak am I on my own.
With others beside me
we still are weighed down
with the heaviness of sorrow and pain.

Crying out to the Savior,
the Rock and Redeemer,
the burden seems lighter now.

Weary, so weary,
my soul is so dry.
The fountain of living water
refreshes my soul.

I still cannot see the end of the road,
but now with new strength from above,
pure joy fills my heart
as I serve and surrender.
My Shepherd will guide me to safety.

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