Whate’er My God Ordains

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
His holy will abideth;
I will be still whate’er He does;
And follow where He guideth;
He is my God; though dark my road,
He holds me that I shall not fall:
Wherefore to Him I leave it all.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
He never will deceive me;
He leads me by the proper path:
I know He will not leave me.
I take, content, what He hath sent;
His hand can turn my griefs away,
And patiently I wait His day.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
Though now this cup, in drinking,
May bitter seem to my faint heart,
I take it, all unshrinking.
My God is true; each morn anew
Sweet comfort yet shall fill my heart,
And pain and sorrow shall depart.

Whate’er my God ordains is right:
Here shall my stand be taken;
Though sorrow, need, or death be mine,
Yet I am not forsaken.
My Father’s care is round me there;
He holds me that I shall not fall:
And so to Him I leave it all.

~Words by Samuel Rodigast, Music by David Braud

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The Journey

“For I know the plans I have for you, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope,” the LORD says as He takes my hand. “Trust Me, and I will lead you there.” I am so excited to see what is in store for me that I eagerly keep in step with my Savior. I see hints of hope and love along the way.

“It seems like we’ve been on this road FOREVER, Lord. When will we be there?”

“Be still and wait patiently for My timing.”

I follow along, beginning to worry. Soon a different path appears beside us. I wonder if I’m supposed to be there. The Lord silently leads on. I begin to formulate ideas in my head of where we are going. Excitement wells up in me and I cling to the Hand that leads me to this much anticipated place.

Suddenly the path I am on becomes very steep. I begin climbing, but I cannot see any farther than the steps directly in front of me. “Where does this path lead? I want to know.” I feel alone and scared. What has happened? Why is the path so steep and dangerous? Where is God?

“I AM still here. I will never leave you or forsake you.” I realize that He was here the whole time. I am very confused now as to where He is leading me and why we are going this way. Surely there is an easier path we could have taken. After all, He’s bringing me to a good place, right? Questions swirl around in my head. “Be still and trust Me.”

Just when I think we should be reaching the top of this mountain, the climb gets even more rough. I cling to my Redeemer, but my heart is in anguish. I don’t understand why we have to go THIS way. I wish we were already there. Suddenly fear grips me. I don’t know what will happen when I get there. I feel like a heavy weight is dragging me down so that I cannot climb.

“Cast your burden on the Me,” I hear a voice say. “I will sustain you. My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.”

Because I cannot see where I am going, I must trust the One who is leading me there. He knows the way. He is my Shepherd and my Guide, my Sustainer and my Comfort. He has a plan, and He is faithful to bring me there. My job is to obediently follow in full devotion to Him.

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Stop Living for Tomorrow

“This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it.” ~Psalm 118:24

I’m a little over a week away from student teaching. It’s hard to believe that I’m a senior already. It seems like just yesterday I was coming off to college as a freshman. This next week is finals week for me, and I guess what I’m experiencing right now could be considered “senioritis.” Everyone in my student teaching methods classes is getting really anxious to just go teach. Our four hour long literacy class is dragging longer every day.

For a while now I’ve been wishing that it would just be October 8th, so I can be in Mrs. Nelson’s 1st grade classroom all day every day. I LOVE the kids, my partner teacher, and the atmosphere of the elementary school. But through all this, I have to remind myself to enjoy each day that the LORD gives me instead of “living for tomorrow.” I am praying that the LORD will help me to enjoy this last week of classes instead of continually wishing that it would just be over!

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Where to teach…

Since I only have one year left, I’ve been thinking a lot lately about whether I want to teach in a private school or a public school after college. I know that God will reveal it to me in His timing. I have always felt that I would rather teach in a private Christian school like the one I grew up in, but I am also really considering the mission field of public schools.

“For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline. So do not be ashamed to testify about our Lord…But join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God, who has saved us and called us to a holy life–not because of anything we have done but because of his own purpose and grace.” ~2 Timothy 1:7-9

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Applications

It’s so amazing when you go to church on Sunday and hear that sermon you’ve been needing all week. This morning sermon was like that. Even though the main subject of the sermon was selfishness and generosity, there were many more lessons to be learned from our Genesis 13 passage. At the end of the sermon Pastor Jeff gave 5 applications.

1. In your spiritual journey, try to become more dependent on God and less dependent on people. I love my life in Greeley, and I have made so many amazing Christian friends at college. The problem is that I get very attached to them, and it’s hard for me when I move back home for summertime. This summer has been especially hard as I have been realizing that I will only be living with my friends for another year and then life will be much different after I graduate. Although it is a blessing to have so many close friends, it is not good to become too attached to them and cease trusting in God. It has been a worry on my mind the past couple of weeks trying to imagine what it will be like after college. The problem is that I’m WORRYING about something that hasn’t even happened yet. Instead I need to trust that God will provide for my every need in every season of life.

2. People of faith go to great lengths to be peacemakers. Sometimes it’s so easy to be selfish and demand what is rightfully yours. Abram showed us in Genesis 13 that keeping the peace is the godly thing to do in a situation like this. It is our natural tendency to go to great lengths to get what we want when Christ teaches the opposite. Last night I was feeling angry at someone (really for no reason at all). This application point made me realize that I need to reconcile the “wrong” and not cause conflict in a relationship just because I did not get my way.

3. Be generous–let others have the first and the best and then trust God to take care of you. This point really opened my eyes. Sometimes it’s very hard to be generous because you feel as if you need to also take care of yourself. There are times when God calls us to be generous with the gifts He has given us and to trust Him to provide for our every needs afterwards. I want to strive to be selfless in every aspect, putting others above myself.

4. The greener grass is not always what it’s cracked up to be. It is so easy for me to see that the world’s view is to strive for the “greener grass.” As much as I love country music, it’s hard for me to always fully embrace it because I find that so often the message is in the world’s view. The song I’m thinking of in particular is Tim McGraw’s song about living where the green grass grows. I love the fiddling and the rhythm of the song, but if you really listen to the lyrics, it is the view of the world. He sings about living “where the green grass grows” and basically living the best and easy life. But if you strive to live “where the green grass grows” you will never be happy because once you acquire one thing that you think will make you happy, you see something else that you want. I also watched The Pursuit of Happyness last night. Overall, I liked the movie, but again, the main theme was that riches will make you happy. The main character, Chris lived homeless with his son for most of the movie. In the end he finally got a good job, and the movie ended with the portrayal that this made him “happy.” Because the movie was inspired by a true story, it went on to say that this man eventually became a millionaire. So he acquired success and riches in life…but these things do not save you for eternity. Pastor Jeff said this morning that “there’s always some brown in the greenest of grasses.” Acquiring riches and success may seem like green grass, but these things become idols in a person’s life and take their focus away from the Lord Jesus Christ, who should always be first.

5. Choices have real consequences, therefore, pray, seek wise counsel, and be cautious before you act. One thing I have already been learning this summer is patience. This is something I’m sure everyone struggles with, especially in a fast-paced world like the one we live in. But in life we much look beyond the present gratifications and pleasures and beware of the causes and effects things will have on our lives. Patience is a big part of living as we pray and wait on the Lord. The Our Daily Bread today was on the times that we fall. As humans, it is inevitable that we will fall, but it is what we learn from these times that is most important. When we fall, we learn to be more cautious in living and trusting in God for our every need.

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Humility

“A good name is to be chosen rather than great riches.” ~Proverbs 22:1

It would appear from this verse that we are to protect our name and our reputation at all costs. But Jesus didn’t. Even before He was born, He was looked down upon, as Mary became pregnant before she and Joseph were married. The lies and slander only continued, even until his death. “He saved others; he cannot save himself” (Matthew 27:42).

Jesus came into the world as a humble Savior, not at all concerned with what others thought of Him. “Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart” (1 Samuel 16:7). Jesus hung out with sinners. “Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick. I have not come to call the righteous but sinners to repentance” (Luke 5:31-32). “Jesus sacrificed his good name to sit with sinners and save them” (John Piper).

So often I feel that I am concerned with my name and my reputation. Even last night I dreamed that a couple of the college kids were acting up in church, and I actually thought to myself that they were going to put a bad name on the college kids, which would in turn put a bad name on ME. It was only a dream, but it has still shown me my selfishness in wanting myself to look good. I pray that the LORD would break me and humble me in this area of my life.

~my thoughts after reading a chapter in Seeing and Savoring Jesus Christ by John Piper

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